Hung over

This time everything is going to be ok. Simply because it has to, and because it better be our turn now!

I feel decidedly more pregnant than the last three times. That hung over feeling that never goes away. I welcome it.

Early scan booked for the 18th Jan. There better be a heart beat. I haven't seen a beating heart past 6 weeks since Daisy, and I have developed a bit of a fear of ultrasounds...